A MUST for anyone wanting to know how we feel!
Answers to the Survey on Grief
My journey of tears
What others say about Michael!
What happened to Michael
Celebration of Michael's Life!
Grief & Helps
How I lost weight... it works!Why have I spent so much time on this site?
My Child has Neurofibromatosis
My biography Fun biographyMessage from dad
Little sister, "best buds"
Poems by Grandma,
Poem by sister
Youth for Christ Camp
When Michael was young
Kitty wants to tell you something, Michael
I want to Laugh & Dance
Smile
Are we killing our children?
More on Grief
Friends in Heaven
For me
I started writing our story
I would love an e-mail
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hugs
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Okay... sitting here wondering what to write... I receive an email from a friend wishing me belated warm hugs for Michael's deathdate. So I let her know in a nut shell how my month has gone so far... figured I would include it... you know kill two aardvarks with one stone....
(can't use birds … it’s my last name)
Thank you, I have had a bit of a hard month...
first I got the food poisoning that makes your innards feel like an over mined coal cave ... after a week of getting to know my new bathroom so very well…. my lovely bipolar hubby went into one of his manic moods and accidently pushed me into the corner of our wood framed bed. So after waiting till a weekday... (emergency room too expensive)... I painfully drove myself to the doctors and spent Michael's deathdate getting x-rays of a cracked rib and pain medication.
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I went on an exotic chocolate buying spree when retrieving the meds...
Bought 4 different luscious expensive chocolate delights and a bag of Mrs. Fields chewy white chocolate and macadamia nut cookies.
I figured if I had spent the last three days in bed and more to come I was at least going to have a little enjoyment. So watched Dead Poets Society (didn't have enough strength left to find something else) and ate white and light chocolate lindor truffles, espresso combinations, and Ghirardelli chocolate caramels while wallowing in self pity.
I think everyone should do this at least once…
well I am sure that was more than you wanted to know... I still am a little down... but....
I now can sit.. for a little bit.. to do my email thanks to darvocet. (sounds like an ad)
Thanks so much for the words of encouragement and the hugs!
~ ~ ~ Would you wake me up when September is over?
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one of the things I have noticed.... everything is much harder in the grief month!