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"I couldn't protect him" 10 months now and what hurts most now is that I couldn't protect Michael. He trusted me with his life, I had always protected him... but this time there was nothing I could do that worked. I tried EVERYTHING! I wanted to kiss his hurts and make them better. I wanted to die for him! I couldn't save him. Back to My journey of tears Next to "I'm scared"