It seems I have been in a long hard dream... you know the kind where you keep waking up to find out that your not really awake but still dreaming.
Well... I am finally waking up for sure. The last 3 and 1/2 years have been the strangest years of my life. In the last 3 months I have been in the process of waking totally up. I am now ready to fight to get my life back. To get my house back in order, my health back, and most important... to be the mommy my little ones need.
This last week was Mother's Day. Although it was hard (especially when the man doing special music decided to sing... get ready for this... "Homesick". It is a song about missing your loved one so much that your homesick for Heaven, which of course sent me into one of those cries you can't stop), it was easier than any holiday so far.
I guess this means that I am setting my new norm. (those who have no clue might say that I am 'moving on' (that phrase makes my blood heat up))
Well anyway... I am at the point where there are lots more good days than bad! Hallelujah!
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