~Map to Michael's site~ home help More on Grief My journey of tears What if (I had done this or that ) - started at 1 month after he died and lasted 4 months. If only (I had known)- started around 4 months. I miss him - 5 months I miss him and the pain is increasing - 6 months. Realizing my mistakes - 7 months. A reason to smile- 8 months. I couldn't protect him- 9 months I'm scared- 10 months Boy, was that hard!!!- 12 months Cramming for GriefWork 101- 15 months To Laugh again!- 17 months (working on it) What Grief Counselors are Told- 15 months I have found the smile I lost- 22 months 2 years completed- 24 1/2 months WHY?... Why Not?- 25 months Thanksgiving 2003 my 3rd Thanksgiving January 2004 wow it's 2004... Imagine ... Needy . . . July 2004 ... Remembering September 11 ... One rainy gloomy morning in October 04 ... Books I recommend Songs that help A MUST for anyone wanting to know how we feel! 1. How is the death of your child different, worse, or not as worse, than other deaths or tragedies in your life? (If there has been other deaths could you state how they are related to you?) 2. How has your child's death affected other areas in your life? 3. Has your child's death incapacitated any areas of your life? 4. Does or how does the knowledge that God has a plan and that your child being in Heaven help you deal with the pain? 5. When did your child /children die and how old were he /she/ they. 6. How would you want your pastor/ priest / rabbi to respond to you and help you? What has a pastor said to you that helped or would you like him to say that would be helpful to you? Here you will find comments that were made. Very good and informative reading! artwork "If I go to the grocery...well, throw a party! If I cook more than once or twice a week, call the papers!" Hugs Hugs Poem another Hugs Poem awards Youth for Christ camp jokes little sister talks to big bobo memorial memorial 1 memorial 2 memorial 3 what others have to say about Michael what others have to say about Michael 2 pictures with grandma, grandpa, and friends pictures with little brother and sister poem from dad poem from grandma poem by middle sister some poems I found that help me journey of tears for me I started writing our story some memories Are we killing our children? What people have said about this site The last pictures taken of Michael alive don't go there unless your prepaired to cry... My Valentine Christmas Gifts to friends Thank yous Friends in Heaven What about our other children?